I Love You – I Grant You Grace
Aktualizováno: 12. 7. 2022
What if you learned that I love you in a way unimaginable to you until this moment, in a way that goes far beyond ordinary worldly understanding, in a way that you too will sooner or later love all other beings Without Difference? What if you learned that even your parents do not possess such LOVE... that they themselves do not have that LOVE for themselves... that they themselves need that LOVE? What if you learned that I didn't have to be born at all... that I was asked, and invited, by your protective beings who care about you in an absolute sense... only to coexperience your pain with YOU? What if you knew that I had made such an absolutely Spontaneous and Free Choice for YOU to co-experience your pain precisely so that I could give you a SPECIFIC ANSWER on how to end it?
Looking into your eyes, I see that you do not consider your pain as pain yet because you still consider it a natural part of your life... yes, you are this FREE with yourself, yet...
Looking into your eyes, I see that you have not yet met someone like this who speaks to you DIRECTLY like this, and since you yourself are not like this, yet, you think that what I am saying to you is simply impossible, based on your previous experiences, so it is perfectly natural for you to assume that I must be insincere. That will change.
Looking into your eyes, I can see how small, insignificant, and powerless you really feel... it is because you have been greatly wronged in your previous experiences, you could not defend yourself against that injustice, that is why you are so hard on yourself now, that is why you despise yourself, that is why you hate yourself, and you accuse yourself of being incompetent, stupid, unworthy of your LOVE for yourself, and therefore ugly... Thus you have cultivated a tendency to dominate yourself, and thus, as you treat yourself, you naturally treat all who are in your karmic context...
Looking into your eyes, I see that you are quite naturally afraid that the pain you have experienced will not be repeated, so quite naturally, according to your past experience, you have decided to protect yourself so that you cannot be harmed again...
Looking into your eyes, I see that you consider the best protection against your fear to be your constant enormous effort to secure your dominant position and influence, and when you have secured it by all your strenuous efforts and endeavours, you are even more afraid than before of losing it again...
Looking into your eyes, I see that you consider the best defence to be attack... that you would rather hurt others before they can hurt you... it is so that they will be wary of you, it is so that you will not have to be afraid of them... it is so that they will be more afraid of you than you are of them, so that they will simply be afraid enough of you to think twice about hurting you again...
Looking into your eyes, I can see that you have already decided, out of fear for sure, that anyone who isn't doing what you want them to do right now is hurting you, and based on this self-belief, you justify your actions as protecting yourself (which you also talk about as protecting others), regardless of whether any given person actually hates you or loves you...
Looking into your eyes, I see how TERRIFIED you are, how you look down on an ORDINARY MAN (who you think is too limited to be as afraid as you are, to deal with his fears as you do, and to occupy himself), but in fact you know in your core that you look up to him because you admire his ORDINARY RESISTANCE, which you yourself do not have... His PURE and CLEAN PURITY you are afraid of, because you are not such yourself, that is why you are afraid to look into his eyes, afraid to meet his gaze, afraid to see in his eyes TRUTH, HONESTY, HONESTY, HONESTY, JUSTICE, and last but not least, UNDERSTANDING the pain of all beings, who ridicule the qualities of TRUTH, KINDNESS, HONESTY, JUSTICE, and HONESTY, and who despise them only because they are TOO POOR to recognize them in their own lives as the FOUNDATION OF THE UNIVERSE, yet at the core of themselves they long so much for the world to be true, kind, honest, just, and sincere...
Looking into your eyes, I see that you are terrified that others will find out and see that you are HONEST to yourself in this fearful shell of yours, and that you are actually protecting yourself from how dishonest you are to yourself, and so naturally to everyone else... You are terrified of this TRUTH about you, and the fact that the COMMON MAN simply LOVES you no matter what you are, with all your misery... You are terrified that the moment you see the UNCONDITIONAL LOVE of a COMMON MAN for you, you will be EXPOSED to a CONFRONTATION in which it will come out about you that your whole life so far is one big lie, in which you lie to yourself in your pain... You are afraid that all that you have been meaninglessly devoting yourself to up to this day will lose its meaning, and you will unwillingly face YOURSELF and your own deception under THAT TRUTH about yourself in its presence, by which you deceive only yourself in the sense that what you want and demand SO MUCH from the world, you yourself do not really provide to the world...
Looking into your eyes, I see that in this pain of yours you wish to destroy everyone whom you consider to be an obstacle and a competitor in order that you yourself may temporarily excel at the expense of others... and I also see that you sell this aggressiveness outwardly as your image of philanthropic virtue, through which you "protect" others who are less afraid than you, because they are too busy with their own fears and therefore have no time for it, to sympathize with you, to understand your pain, to see how you really are, they simply don't register your deep pain, they simply ignore your deep trauma, and in their preoccupation with what they want for themselves they think that you are not afraid of anything...
Looking into your eyes, I see that you are disconnected from SOURCE, that you experience neither HAPPINESS nor LOVE, and this only because you have essentially subjected everyone else to your blackmail of "either you will be with me against everyone else, or you yourself may fall victim to me in the future"... It is only natural that those who fear such blackmail would rather join you out of fear... It is quite natural that those who are subjected to such blackmail cannot, quite naturally, in the setting of their fear of you and your blackmail, return REAL LOVE, and you therefore quite naturally cannot experience REAL and COMMON HAPPINESS... which is in fact, as you now see, UNCOMmon, because it is not available to everyone... Yes, so you have FOOLED yourself...
Looking into your eyes, I see not only that you know full well that others fear you, you also know that because others fear you, they naturally hold on to you only because they fear you, not because of who you really are as a person, not because they respect you as a person, not because they LOVE you as a NATURAL AUTHORITY... No, you're not stupid, because looking into your eyes I can see that you know full well that those who fear you quite naturally cannot REALLY and UNCONDITIONALLY LOVE you back... you know well that he only naturally returns you the pretense ... and you know well that you yourself hate the pretense, for which you yourself quite naturally cannot experience REAL and CIRCULAR HAPPINESS ... that is, you know well that by what you are you hate yourself... This is very frustrating... It is only natural that you envy other COMMON PEOPLE their COMMON and LOVELY LIFE in RELATIVE RESPECT, a life which you despise to the eye in front of others, so that you don't have to admit to yourself and to them that you don't have the COURAGE to COMMONLY LIVE it...
Looking into your eyes, I see that your temporary karmic idea of influence over others is the only one that gives you the opportunity to forget how much all the devastating misery you have taken upon yourself in your fear for yourself actually hurts you... The situation is that you would most like to embrace all the people of the world and apologize to them for everything, but you are afraid that they will never forgive you because you yourself never give anything to anyone... So again you expect to meet yourself in others...
Yes, looking into your eyes I see that you are afraid of REAL HAPPINESS and UNCONDITIONAL LOVE only because those to whom you OPEN your HEART might hurt you again, as they always have in the past... and because you REFUSE to risk being hurt, you choose to be superficial, and cowardly instead of OPENING your HEART... and because you choose to be so, your fear is greater than you... and because your fear is bigger than you, you are a slave to your fear... and because you are a slave to this fear of yours, you accept in your slavery that you will be small, that others will be afraid of you, and so you will have them trapped by their own fears "for sure", rather than RISK that they will not like you... and maybe even face the fact that they won't... You are in fact DEPENDENT on them, but you have created a convincing advertising campaign that they need you... So what you are securing in this way in your fear of not being ALONE is conditional "love" which is in fact because it is based on your fear of the suffering of the one who is afraid to face the World and the Universe ALONE... the suffering of the one who is actually afraid to become ALONE... You are in fact afraid of being abandoned... and because you are so afraid of being abandoned, you are a slave to your efforts to secure the conditioned favor of others by your current ways, and in this distressed state of mind you survive as the most unhappy person in the world, deluding yourself into thinking that this is LIFE... only because you refuse to face your fear...
Looking into your eyes, I see that you are only concerned with yourself, that you don't really see anyone else in your current situation... I see that you are actually projecting onto others the pain you have experienced in the past, the pain your mommy or daddy caused you by not loving you (according to you) more than you would have imagined in your own tendency to dominate them... and you struggle with this image of yourself that you have projected onto others, regardless of the fact that your parents are no longer your concern, regardless of who they really are or are not, whether they love you or hate you... Every hate speech you make is really your declaration that you hate your mommy and your daddy because they weren't to your liking... and now you just wish that what they couldn't fulfill for you, the ones you project your mommy and daddy into will fulfill for you... What if you just let go of your parents already, start REALLY LOVING them, and leave them alone?
Looking into your eyes, I can see that because you yourself don't actually offer REAL FRIENDSHIP to anyone, you've never known what a REAL FRIEND is... It's only natural to be afraid that you can't rely on anyone... and because you're afraid, it's not perfectly natural that you can't experience REAL and PUBLIC HAPPINESS... it is indeed perfectly natural that you are the most desolate person in the world. ..
Looking into your eyes, I see that in this subjective karmic burden of yours... for fear of being alone, yet constantly on the run from yourself, and haunted by yourself... YOU DREAM your own subjective DREAM of being at war, and of losing your own battle with yourself, simply because you have not yet understood that the one who LOVES ALL BEINGS WITHOUT DIFFERENCE simply cannot lose...
Looking into your eyes, I see that you recognize in others your own inclinations, of which you think you must beware... that is why you are always, though VERY TIRED... on your guard... ready for battle, and from all this readiness too weak to be able to put down your weapon... Thus you inflict mad torment and suffering on yourself in your own inconsistency...
Looking into your eyes, I see that you call all that you are engaged in "free will", but you know very well inside yourself that you are lying to yourself, that you are definitely not free, because under the influence of your karmic load you cannot even do other than serve your fear, and under its influence linger in your unfreedom... which is naturally connected with everything you are engaged in...
Looking into your eyes, I see also that in order not to have to think of your deep pain, you often pretend to be proud of your suffering, and there are even those sufferers who suck up to you and envy you this suffering of yours as your prize in life... In this you find a false peace... false because you yourself know best that it does not really comfort you at all because... because you know well that time is your enemy, that your temporary and involuntary shelter from your fear, which you have built up with effort, is vanity upon vanity, because you are only too well aware that the moment is approaching when your memory will begin to fail, and to fail you, and you will begin to forget. .. You are downright terrified of this moment... because you know that your "loved ones" who notice this will be the first to start thinking of you ruthlessly and mechanically as someone who is already WEAK and therefore NEEDLESS, who needs to be replaced, who needs to be replaced... You yourself will watch the precision with which this happens, and it will be exactly as you yourself have taught them... And since your "love" for them was conditional, it is only natural that they will immediately turn away from you at the first sign of your weakness, fragility, and vulnerability, and go to the one who will take the scepter, the one you are already "secretly" afraid of. .. So you will be replaced by another being who has not yet known what REAL and PUBLIC HAPPINESS and REAL UNCONDITIONAL LOVE is. And at this very moment, at this very moment, you will need a REAL FRIEND... which you have never been to yourself, and therefore to anyone else... But that does not matter at all, because just as you preferred to hurt others in advance so that they would fear you, so that they could not hurt you out of fear, I now, as a counterbalance to this state of yours, LOVE you in advance with all the suffering you are subject to... and I am here, as you see now, as no one has been before, selflessly FOR YOU, so that you may understand yourself and the situation in which you find yourself...
In order for you to get the opportunity, and to REALLY UNDERSTAND, it is necessary that you now REALLY COMFORT yourself, that you are not distracted, that you are DETERMINED, that you REALLY CARE for yourself as never before, that you are not indifferent to yourself as you have been so far, that you now REALLY LOVE yourself NATOLICALLY, so that my words PENETRATE to the NITRE of your HEART, so that you REALLY UNDERSTAND this message of mine, and through this UNDERSTANDING, for your own sake, and for the sake of ALL OTHER FEELING BEINGS, you SURVIVE...
The core of your pain lies at its root. This root is called Ignorance. This root needs to be cut through KNOWLEDGE, i.e., the KNOWLEDGE of ALL BUDDHAS. Because you, burdened with your own Ignorance, have had no other option up to now, you have always insisted on its reestablishment at the moment of the loss of your previous temporary physical form, which you considered to be your "I". At that moment you repeatedly made a karmic agreement with the beings you now call "my parents" and thus created your temporary physical form manifested in this temporary and therefore impermanent reality. If you were born a "man," you are inclined in your inconsistency to hate your father, love your mother, and vice versa. You didn't know "who you are," you didn't know "what you are doing here," or even what the point of it all was. And in fact, even today, you do not know "who you are", nor "what you are doing here", nor do you know what the meaning of all that you are engaged in here is, and even if you think that you are engaged in something that makes sense to you, you know very well in your core that it makes no sense to you, and therefore, depending on the surrounding conditions, you do only what these surrounding conditions allow you to do, therefore, your Free Will cannot really be spoken of at all. You also know that you "like" something and that you "dislike" something. You also know that sometimes what you "liked" a moment ago you "dislike" again, and vice versa, according to your current mood, which is based on how you feel subjectively in your temporary body at the moment. Depending on these subjective feelings, you aggressively prefer them over mommy or daddy, i.e. over others, into whom you project mommy and daddy. By virtue of this, you have naturally also "loved" the beings you call "parents" for what you "liked" from them in the sense that they fulfilled you, or you have been "angry" with them for what you "disliked" in that sense, what they didn't fulfill for you, and in the same way the beings you refer to as "parents" naturally approached you based on their own Ignorance, and in the same way the world naturally approaches you, and you approach the world. In all of this confusion, there have also been and continue to be frequent misunderstandings, where you have longed for a hug from Mommy or Daddy, for example, but they have been tired or resentful of their own current private "I don't like it." which may not have been directly related to you, but because you were currently burdened by your own Ignorance, and you longed for their hug, which they were not offering you, you could interpret it in your misunderstanding that they "don't like you". And it was out of this GREAT UNDERSTANDING that all your other ideas of "not being good", of "being bad", of being "unworthy of love" arose. To make it possible for you to overcome such frustration, those who were subject to Ignorance as you were began to convince you of the opposite extreme, i.e., that you were particularly "special," more special than other people, thus giving rise to a manifestation of superiority that is really a "hidden" manifestation of inferiority. On the basis of these notions beyond the possibility of EXCEPTION, naturally, this whole current, ambivalent, and temporary subjective state of yours, which you call "consciousness", which is in fact not directly related to your Buddha Essence, has subsequently arisen.
What is essential for you to AWAKEN is that you understand that the moment you give rise to the cause of "I" in the sense of establishing a karmic agreement to be reborn again, you also automatically give rise to all other causes and their resulting effects in the sense that any re-birth REALLY involves a re-destruction, a re-aging, re-death, reconnecting with what you like ("like") and parting with it, reconnecting with what you dislike ("dislike") and parting with it - note how insane reality is, because these preferences are dependent only on one's moodiness, which in turn is dependent on how one is currently feeling in one's temporary body, i.e., literally on nature, and on the weather. Such is the degree of Ignorance (i.e., misunderstanding of the KNOWLEDGE I now share with you), such is the degree of the tendency to Blindness, such is the degree of the tendency to Greed, i.e., the desire for that which the being is unable to permanently hold, and therefore cannot give it lasting satisfaction. Such is the degree of inclination to Greed, such is the degree of inclination to Envy and Jealousy. Such is the degree of inclination to Envy and Jealousy, such is the degree of inclination to Hatred. On this you see that ONLY the LOVE OF KNOWING is the true Willingness to Self-Love, which is Liberating... On this you see that all else is misguided misery... On this you see that the only way for ALL FEELING BEINGS WITHOUT DIVISION is to AGREE on this KNOWING as an undeniable fact, to embrace together in their situation, and to support each other...
What is essential for you to AWAKEN is to understand that each individual re-birth of each individual "I" REALLY DOES include the duality of "good" and "evil" accordingly, what this or that particular being currently "likes" or "dislikes" at the moment, with the being ALWAYS changing this view in DEPENDENCE on his or her current subjective state of mind - on this you see that each being is in fact ALWAYS himself or herself... on this you see that if an external subjectivity is currently communicating to you that it "loves" you, it is not really love, in fact to this subjectivity you are currently fulfilling a notion of "liking" for which it is conditionally "loving" you precisely because of its own current "liking" which is not directly related to you in any way, because if you were not available, someone else would be. And likewise, conversely, if a subjectivity currently "hates" you, it is not really a hate, you are actually currently fulfilling to that subjectivity the idea of "dislike" for which such a being in its Unconsciousness believes it "hates" you, an idea that is otherwise (i.e., unless you intentionally harm such a being) not directly related to you.
What is essential for you to WAKE UP is to understand that ALL of the inner discontent and suffering of beings has its basis in the above mentioned Ignorance, in the sense that beings do not acknowledge, or refuse to acknowledge, that all that they create in the sense of "I" and "mine" CANNOT be permanently sustained in a way that brings them lasting satisfaction - even though the beings in their own Ignorance, in an unnaturally aggressive way towards themselves, constantly strive for it. Likewise, it is impossible for such a being who gives rise to a temporary physical form to make that which such a being currently dislikes disappear in its subjectivity actualy and immediately, again in such a way as to bring it lasting satisfaction. If, therefore, a being creates an "I" and a "mine", then it automatically conditions itself under the influence of Ignorance in a way of "liking" or "disliking", for which it oscillates from "I am angry" to "I am not angry" in a totally unconstrained way. The Buddha Shakyamuni called GAUTAMA says: "Beings move to and fro in the cycle of life and death of Samsara because they create "I", because they create "mine".", by which he says, among other things, that such a being who renounces the creation of "I" and "mine" has the OPPORTUNITY to break out of the cycle of life and death of Samsara, and thus discover a much Happier Reality than it has known so far. In all this you see that the beings who succumb to Ignorance blame themselves for this GREAT, UNSatisfied, and UNFILLED FAILURE in their AGGRESSIVE EVIL, and therefore consider themselves incompetent, stupid, and ugly, so they naturally treat the beings they call "parents" and their fellow beings, whereby these beings abuse themselves, their parents, and their fellow beings. In this you see that the core of the pain of all beings is their own Ignorance. In this you see that the manifestation of any single being in its subjective reality is directly karmically determined by the evolutionary level to which that being has attained in terms of the ACCOMPLISHMENT OF THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE BUDDHAS. You can clearly see from this that beings who are subject to Ignorance in reality just "love" or "hate" themselves, their parents, and their fellow beings regardless of their own situation of Ignorance in which they are currently, regardless of the situation of Ignorance of other beings.
I am writing all this to let you know that if you, of your own accord, seek me out, and of your own accord, address me, and thus let me arise in your own reality, without my first of my own accord seeking you out, without my first of my own accord addressing you, and it just so happens that I answer you in a way that you don't think you'll "like", it's not because I'm "good" or "bad" or because I want to answer you "on purpose" in a way you don't like, but because you are facing yourself in my presence, regardless of whether I am "good" or "bad"... regardless of the fact that when I speak to you, I speak to you ALWAYS only because I wish you HAPPINESS...
I am writing all this to let you know that I count in advance your deep pain (which your unprocessed HATE is related to), and I accept it for the reason that I have been through the same suffering as you... and precisely because I was also LOVED by beings who were able to give me, despite all my previous arrogance towards myself, such answers to my suffering that I could heal, I now also give you that answer to your suffering from my HEART, from the place of my UNLIMITED LOVE...
I am writing all this so that you may know that I do not despise your pain, your fear, nor your cowardice, nor do I mock them in any way, but because I love you as I love myself, I cannot naturally lie to you that what is cowardice is not cowardice... for if I were to lie to you about it, I should be showing you that I do not love you, and since my own HONESTY for myself is naturally LOVE, which is directly related to my not being a liar, I cannot afford to lie to you about it either...
I am writing all this to you in order that you may understand the cause of your own HATRED which you have for yourself, and with which you treat yourself... that you may thus gain, as I myself have, the OPPORTUNITY to END your own HATRED for yourself... that you may thus lay aside the ways which are unkind to yourself, that you may begin to treat yourself in ways which are kind to yourself...
I write all this to you so that you may no longer feel so small, insignificant, and helpless... so that you may no longer be so hard on yourself... so that you may no longer despise yourself... so that you no longer blame yourself for being too incompetent or too stupid, so that because you blame yourself in this way you don't have to feel ugly again... so that because you feel ugly you don't have to feel ashamed of yourself in front of others just because you've chosen to be ashamed of yourself so far... So that you no longer have to put forth unnecessary effort just to be bigger, more significant, and more powerful in the eyes of others... so that you no longer have to feel unworthy of your LOVE for yourself... so that you no longer have to LOVE yourself instead of hating yourself so much... to renounce your tendency to dominate yourself and others who are in your karmic context... I write to you so that you no longer have to experience your deep pain... so that you can RISE up, and find the COURAGE to stand ALONE... and remove YOURSELF from the karmic context to which you are subject...
I am writing all this to you so that you may FREE yourself from your fear and cowardice... so that you may no longer be afraid to stand ALONE... so that you may no longer be afraid to look into the eyes of a PERSON who LOVES you... so that you will not be afraid of what you see in them... I write to you so that you may endow YOURSELF with True Free Will, and thus become the True Lord of your own Destiny...
I write all this so that you may RECOGNIZE in other beings what you are the same in, and find your own peace in that... instead of constantly focusing on what you differ in, and constantly finding your restlessness in that...
I am writing all of this to you so that RIGHT NOW, RIGHT NOW, you WILL DECIDE and DECIDE to WISH HAPPINESS TO ALL BEINGS WITHOUT DIFFERENCE in the sense of simply WISHING THEM ALL CONSTANTLY, regardless of whether you are getting it or not, because this inner state of yours is the Highest Possible Attainable State of Happiness ever... that is, if you yourself as a Free Being make it possible... because whenever you do not wish Happiness to others, you simply cannot experience REAL HAPPINESS...
I am writing all this to you so that you can put aside all your preconceived notions of not being "good enough", because if the moment of the birth of the temporary physical body was the obvious moment of its demise, it is obvious that in that "in-between" time it is impossible for you to somehow "succeed" or "fail", it is also obvious that the possibility of repeating the same cycle is UNLIMITED... This is your Immortality... which tells you that if it is possible for BUDDHA to AWAKEN, it is quite naturally possible for you... That is why I tell you that in my eyes you are already PERFECT, because I already see in you your FULL BUDDHA POTENTIAL... that is why I tell you that with this KNOWLEDGE there is no need to achieve anything else special in the external world...
I am writing all this to you so that YOU can free YOURSELF from the senseless mental slavery you call "the world", which you have no control over anyway, because no matter how hard you try, you lose your family, friends, possessions and households life after life, because as you know yourself, you cannot keep them permanently... I write to you, therefore, with concern for you, that you may no longer release Yourself from the grip of your own temporary deceptive bonds... that you may no longer be an obstacle to Enlightenment... that you may no longer be arrogant towards Yourself... and that you may understand for Yourself that such a being who is so arrogant with himself that he shows no willingness to understand his own deep pain, predisposes himself to dependence on the tendency to destroy himself...
I am writing all this to let you know that I know that you now know that all that I am writing to you I am writing FOR YOU, without my gaining anything for myself by it... and precisely because you know this, nothing will ever be the same again, because you simply cannot afford to tell someone who LOVES you with the Love I love you with, that he is wrong, or that he is lying, or that he does not have the TRUTH... Through this communication I will be with you from now on, I will not leave you anymore, and you will never forget this communication of mine to YOU...
I am writing all this to you because before your time comes, you NEED to find a trustworthy being who has REALIZED the Knowledge of the Buddha, who will transfer you SAFELY to the OTHER SIDE. That is the most important thing of all! You cannot allow it not to be so, for all the projections of beings whom you have knowingly harmed during your lifetime will besiege you in the afterlife, in the Bardo underworld, in a single moment in all their numbers, and if you are not CERTAIN of your Moral Purity before yourself, then you will not be SOLID either, and under the influence of those horrific visions of your persecutors you will experience on yourself the atrocities you yourself have perpetrated on your victims. If, in this situation, because of your own previous evil deeds, you have no connection with a true Master on whom you can lean with confidence, you will not be able to withstand this tremendous mental onslaught, these torments will haunt you until the moment of your loss of consciousness, and the extent of this spiritual Morally undisciplined weakness of yours will predetermine your next birth in the regions of the worlds belonging to your present state of mind. This is the consequence of previous KARMA. This is why one must be PURE before oneself ALWAYS and at all times. This is the reason CHRIST uttered, "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do."
I am writing all this to you because I incarnated here only to tell YOU ALL... and FOR YOU... how to break out of the cycle of birth and death of Samsara... If you are so MALICIOUS that you still dislike me for whatever private reason you have, just because I don't suit your current worldview, and my LOVE for you is not enough in your opinion, please be the one to be nice to me, and provide me with better LOVE than I provide you, to show me what REAL LOVE looks like...
I am writing all this to you because even though it may not all make sense to you right now, I PROMISE you that it will make sense to you in due time... because even for me, in the moment when it didn't make sense to me, BUDDHAS incarnated, without whom it would not be possible for the OPPORTUNITY to be there for you now.
Everything ESSENTIAL that you need to understand before you leave this world in order to ACCOMPLISH your own REALIZATION OF ENLIGHTENMENT, I and my followers of the HEART OF DHARMA Sangha have summarized in the link, "HEART OF DHARMA or Guide to Self" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D5R7wzNv_EA (PDF version available upon request www.srdce-dharmy.cz/kontakt), and in my main link:
"MAITREYA BUDDHA SUTRA, or THE MAITREYA... THE MOTHER OF THE MOTHER OF THE IMMORTALS"
https://www.homeharmony.cz/MAITREYA-BUDDHA-SUTRA-aneb-Prazdnota-Matka-Dedicu-Nesmrtelnosti-Lumir-Laska-d234.htm and https://www.kamennyvesmir.cz/knihy/maitreya-buddha-sutra/
Everything that we understand for ourselves, we will also understand for all other beings... therefore I thank you for your Precious Attention and for all that you have done for yourself so far, and what you still intend to do for yourself... and from MY WHOLE HEART, I WISH you to REGISTER and thus RECOGNIZE the PRIMARY BUDDHA STATE within YOURSELF!
May Happiness ALWAYS accompany you...
Lumír Láska ♥ Buddha Maitreya
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