Lostness

Good evening, Mr. Lumiere. You write of a spirituality of a significant nature. I'm completely lost in the spiritual realm. I had my path and my faith and the more I explored, the further away I got .If you are willing, please advise.

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Hello dear, it is not easy to go in search of Knowledge, and it is easy to get lost, but I always say to the beings around me, "So what, you are lost, the advantage is that you already have your experience, and when the hangover subsides, you will find yourself again where you have forgotten." In other words, no one can deprive you of what you have already UNDERSTOOD. Remind yourself of that in your down times, and think of that moment when you were "at your peak." Also, when you are "at the top", think again, "Well, now there is a wonderful view, when the downturn comes, I will REMEMBER it, even though it may be challenging." When you work with it this way, slowly but surely, you will "level out", you will see that it is important not to be too "hard" on yourself. Love yourself even in your Fragility. Many beings "seek the path of perfection" and are unable to just admit that Perfection Lies in the Ability to Fail - when you allow yourself to do that, and have NOTHING left to torture yourself for, you are at the END of the PATH - amazing PRACTICE, don't you think?

It's about TRUST, and you can only and only trust such a being who has COVERED the FINAL TRUTH - I realized one day that Buddha Gautama was the ONLY one (of course CHRIST and others with him, but I "went THROUGH GAUTAMA") who never lied to me because he "had no reason". I have made MUCH easier for myself with this understanding. I began to REALLY EXAMINE Him and REPEATEDLY VERIFY everything He said - and the deeper I "went into it" the more FREE I became. Consider, such is the Ignorance of beings, such is their suffering, and if you are not interested in "how the one who is telling me something is suffering", you are willingly (without registering it) becoming a victim of his own suffering, i.e. KARMA, i.e. that which is Misleading... Trust has to be EARNED and RIGHT NOW is the time when those who are not HONEST will be MENTALLY EMPOWERED to GROW UP and CHANGE. Those who understand will CHANGE, those who do NOT will destroy themselves because the informational "LIGHT FLOWS" are HIGHLY CONSIDERED and the PSYCHOSOMATICS will reflect more rapidly than ever before on the body of the being who LIES to himself, who does not yet understand that "this body does not belong to him", that he is "only" allowed to gain evolutionary experience here... according to the AGREEMENT OF ALL OF US in the Element Mother Earth of the associated beings - and this is the RESPONSIBILITY of "one for all and all for one", no longer "each on his own".

Even if you get lost, even if you get hurt, please Start Again, and Re-Investigate Again... It cannot be otherwise anyway, the sooner you RECOGNIZE this, the sooner the "original suffering" will subside, and you will take a New Breath into your Sails... The more "falls", the more "rises", the less likely you are to fall again - that's how you walk towards the TRUTH - the INDEPENDENCE - the BUDDHA STATE. Understand that this life is not about this life, it is about what state you will be in at the moment of "death" - that is the DEFINING factor. This is "only" a preparation, he who is idle is a fool, for in the BARDO MESSAGE he will not hide behind anything he hides behind now, and will FACE WHAT HE IS. He needs to take it seriously, and PURGE himself as much as POSSIBLE. So screw "some of those falls", and "get to work" again, and your "getting back up" will get easier and easier after each "fall"... then you won't even call it "falling", or as you say "moving away". There is "nowhere" to "move away" to, because you cannot leave your Own Subjectivity - who understands, does not poop in his own bed, bleaches and washes his own bed linen, and repeatedly into CLEAN himself.

I encourage you to relate to beings who WALK THE WAY OF LIGHT - TRUTH - LOVE. Do not be discouraged by those who betray you, slander those who have already embarked on the path, or denigrate those you meet who inspire you. Check out all the slander, because if you don't, it will lead you to a place where you do NOT want to be anymore. I can refer you to the Heart Dharma guides, contact them, ask if they would meet with you and when. Invest your time and willingness to meet with them in person, they will give you answers to ALL the questions that are bothering you... they will give you the Direct Teachings of the Buddha... which if you are HONEST, will SOMEWHAT guide you.

Whatever you do for yourself in this regard, you will also do for ALL other beings...

With Love and Respect...

Lumír Láska ♥ Maitreya Buddha