Powerlessness

Dear Lumir, I have been meaning to write to you for a long time... in my mind I turn to you when I am at my worst and I remember your words that brought me relief... I feel that I am stuck on my path... I have fallen into a quagmire of drama and fear from which I cannot crawl to the light and perspective of the situation... I am asleep... even though I can see it. I feel exhausted and paralyzed, the resources I used to draw from are no longer helpful... I can't even rest in a short meditation, shut down, focus... The external circumstances continue to escalate in a way that makes me feel like I'm in some absurd drama... the unreal, deliberately evil and insidious actions of a man with a desire to control and dominate everything, who wages his fierce life struggle against all women who do not immediately submit to him in everything, and who considers his own child only as a thing and a means in his struggle and the fulfillment of his lusts. . and the courts and institutions, which are completely incomprehensible in this, despite all the evidence that he is only pursuing his own interest, manipulate and damage the child... When I manage to somehow accept and reconcile every other blow, it is immediately followed by another blow with a stick, which knocks me down again... I cannot accept two things: The pain of my daughter, who is being manipulated by him ruthlessly and who begs me to help her not to have to go to him so often and not overnight... at 4 years old she is sensitive to everything, she is used to a respectful and truthful approach, it destroys her how he talks about me, how he doesn't respect me or her and despotically demands obedience... and it destroys us too... my partner got very seriously ill a few months ago, she had a difficult operation, she is undergoing long-term treatment and she is very sick... In addition, he is escalating disputes, filing interim measures, preventing us from leaving the city for more than 4 days over the summer (with the generous support of the court, which grants him everything, while we get nothing at all - not even a request for at least a week's vacation out of town, instead threatening me with fines if I do not comply), not to mention expert opinions, this is sheer desperation (maybe we have experience with the same Mr. PhDr. I am suffering from the helplessness and I feel the suffering of my daughter... I am on the verge of not letting her go, fighting for her.. and letting go/accepting that everything is his way before he kills us all... Where is the line...? When did you let go? And what helped you to let go? The other thing is the escalating NON-FREEDOM... with the passage of time already materialized in such an absurd way that the only thing missing is to be locked up somewhere behind bars... I can't accept that stupid, limited and heartless people because of their hatred and lust for power can run my life like this, dictate what I can and can't do, that I can't even move freely anymore, visit my family, have a vacation... ? That these people are sitting in the system in places where they decide about children... about whom they know nothing... ignoring their interests, rights, needs... and behaving just like the psychopaths who use this system for their perverse interests... where are the rights of decent people to live with dignity... ? Yeah, I get terribly angry... or feel helpless... although somewhere deep down I feel that all this is leading me to stop sleeping and free myself, to get back to the unpleasant work... to stop running, avoiding, pretending that I don't know and can't see... that I have it in my hands and in my power, but somehow I still can't get there...

I ask you for insight - Dharma... what am I preventing myself with, how do I dig myself out of this mire...? Thank You... and for everything You do for all of us... Thank You...

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My dear, it's good that you are addressing me in "spirit". Anyone who does so, I also speak to him, I speak through him. But not everyone fully understands exactly what that means. It means you surrender your: body, speech, and mind to me, just as I surrendered my body, speech, and mind to GAUTAM, CHRIST, and other TRUSTED ones... After that I asked them for GUIDANCE. So it came to pass that "I" as a "person" no longer lead myself, I am led by those who are themselves led by PRINCE... it is "only" a matter of recognizing which CHANNEL is TRUSTED, and tuning into that.

INSTRUCTION: Clasp your hands, close your eyes, and BEING, with your whole body, with every cell... ask for GUIDANCE: "Buddha Gautama, Christ Lord, and all other High Beings who are in alignment with Gautama and Christ, Buddha Maitreya has referred me to you. I beg YOU that I may become YOUR servant, PLEASE PASS MY WHOLE BEING, GUIDE ME, SPEAK THROUGH ME, AND ALREADY SPEAK IN ME." For this you need TRUST, if you don't have it, it means you don't have a CLEAN enough MORAL BASIS, in which case you will receive DIRECT INSTRUCTIONS on what needs to be CLEANSED and REBUILT in order to receive LOVE. Understand that if you TRY to be LOVED, it is no longer "you", you are already a "channel", the ONLY one who speaks to the SOURCE, which is the ONLY LAW. You will know it so that EVERYTHING WILL BE SO CLEAR as it never was before. You will receive instruction, and you will fulfill it. They will be instructions "from above", but they will be in AGREEMENT with you, so they will also be "your" instructions, they will be the instructions of the ONE. With this POWER, if thou wilt but think of the one who is acting PROTISONALLY (that is, contrary to the Rights and Freedoms of All Beings, i.e., inconsistent with the LAW OF UNIVERSE), and utter the MANTRA: "All negative force sent toward me has RETURNED in its entirety to all those who sent it toward me, including all those who participated in it.", thou shalt do all that is necessary. Repeat the mantra for as long as you feel necessary. Such is your MORAL FOUNDATION, such is your TRUST in yourself, such is your TRUST in those you ask, such is the STRENGTH of your WILL. From the above it is clear that this PRINCIPLE cannot work "against someone" in the sense of conducting "petty mischief", on the contrary, petty mischief will be TOTALLY DESTROYED. No childish "witchcraft" against someone who is under COSMIC PROTECTION OF BEING, which determines the RULE OF EVERYTHING, has a chance to succeed, on the contrary, it is to the detriment of the one who does not fully realize that he is arming against UNIVERSAL LAW as such... which is a TERRIBLE MISTAKE, but what the heck, everyone is still learning... and knowledge leads through suffering...

Yes, you are stuck, you know from me long ago that you are supposed to FOLLOW UNIVERSAL LAW. Because you do NOT follow it, you remain in karmic contexts that are unhealthy. But that's okay, while you are stuck, there are others who are working in your interest and theirs. When they are "stuck" you will be there for them again, as they are for you now. So Clear, so Simple (Om Gate Gate Paragate Parasamgate Bodhi Svaha - Mantra HEART meaning look it up). Remember the Endless Story, Atreus' horse Artex gave up, and Atreus could not save him. Artex had already DECIDED to drown, despite having a friend who had not abandoned him. It was a school for Atreyu that you can't "save" someone who doesn't want to be saved. That was breaking a karmic bond. This is the answer to you as well, you need to let go of those who don't stand for them to Spiritually GROW. It is their FREE CHOICE, if you don't respect it, it is you who is VOLUNTARILY BROKEN yourself in a KARMIC CONNECTION that you have already MENTALLY OVERREACHED. And the longer you are in "it" the harder it is for you, the LAW OF KARMA is relentless, it literally FORCES you to evolve. That's why you understand me when I say that "grace is inherently ruthless", that's why you understand me when I say "I love you, that's why I must leave you...", when for the LOVE of myself I will leave those I LOVE, in order to give MEANING to the TRUTH and LOVE that LEADS me, all so that that same meaning can be seen by those who otherwise would not see it if I continue to play the games of mutual abuse with them. Yes, you are asleep, even though you SEE it. That's why the KARMA is so STRONGLY ON YOU, that's why the LAW in you is tearing you to shreds until YOU are in the spine, it's to MAKE IT POSSIBLE for you to RECEIVE THE SIGNAL OF THAT LEADING. In other words, for your own sake, you're now getting a bit of a shaft just like a child because you don't want to grow up. What you see in this is that what applies in the "small" sense applies in the ABSOLUTE sense.

Everyone in Czechoslovakia should understand that the Flag and Standard of the President of Czechoslovakia contains the DEFINITION of the UNIVERSAL LAW - "TRUTH WINS". And it is not "just" that this has been ENACTED. Are we worthy of it? Notice that it is a CONSTITUTION, it is not "And could it please nicely be so?" It means that no being is to be abandoned as you are now... it means that EVERY being has the RIGHT under ALL CIRCUMSTANCES to a NON-INTERRUPTIVE and JUST PROCESS... it means that the LAW OF UNIVERSITY is IMPOSED upon all authorities, police, military, education, etc., and if it is not, the whole system acts PROTISONALLY, i.e., is led to SELF-DESTruction, to DESTINY. The Czecho-Slovaks are to understand that Czecho-Slovakia was (by the whisperer) DIVIDED in order to be weakened, in order to implement the "divide and conquer" PATTERN, that is the formula of the Devil (Christian) or of Mara the Ruler of Darkness (Buddhist), which one of the Awakened Buddhas sums up in "LOAD, USE, DESTROY." And how? Simply "they use you, you'll be better off there" and others... Czechoslovakia is to REUNITE, let the King and his entourage spend a year in Bratislava and a year in Prague, everything has a solution if there is GOOD WILL. It is only natural that if you yourself are accessing this formula, you feel exhausted and paralyzed, and the resources you were previously drawing from are no longer working... and you are not alone. All those who did not understand in time that THEIR ENTIRE LIFE is only an EVOLUTIONARY EXPERIENCE, and fell asleep on the "perversions" have it VERY HARD now, and will continue to have it until they CLEAR and RECOVER EXACTLY what they know they are supposed to CLEAN and RECOVER. It's simple, everyone CHOOSES the MEASURE of their suffering on the one hand, on the other hand, under the weight of circumstance, they have no choice but to learn because they are not there themselves. Everyone, like you have returned to me, will return to their "teacher" in the same way, in the sense of "You were right, I'm sick, please how to proceed?" and the teacher who UNDERSTANDS KARMA will say "what next" so that FULL FORGIVENESS OF DENIAL is possible.

As you can see, on the one hand it is Very Gracious, on the other hand it is Very Scary, because everyone is facing the same thing: "Am I myself also willing to provide the love I demand of others, or am I only claiming love but not willing to provide it?" In God's Light, it is constantly SEEN and SEEN who acts in RESPECT and who does not, and accordingly, the KARMA that follows, so it is better to be INTELLIGENT, to UNDERSTAND THE LAW, to SUBMIT TO IT, and to be GRATEFUL that what we ourselves desire is there for our own protection. The few morons who don't want to learn will figure it out - that's not scaremongering, that's CONSTITUTION in my own experience, I've been a moron myself in other births, and have learned, and how gladly... in the end, we all laugh at our own previous indulgences. Yes, meditation no longer helps, because the INFLUENCE of the BUDDHA FIELD (that is, the Concentration of All Psychically Cooperating Buddhas) here on STAR MOTHER EARTH is already so CONCENTRATED that it "only" GIVES PEACE, no matter who "gets it" as in "already gets it" or "doesn't want it yet"... No matter who gets upset, if one were to "wait" for everyone to "understand" without being GUIDED by the ORDER, it would hurt A LOT... Thus, the point is to make the beings who do not yet understand strain to understand, because no one who is arrogant will be "particularly like to explain" anything, every such person will be put in front of the "HOT", not because I say so, but because that's how it is CONSTANTLY, not but everyone is able to grasp it because of their INTEREST in Samsara. The only thing I "do" is to INSTRUCT the FUNCTION of the UNIVERSUM, which must be accommodated, and anyone who "as a no", well, no, that's ok, but then they can't rely on the UNIVERSUM, which is inherently a YES, to accommodate that childish "no". I know, SCARY... but that's JUST the way it IS = YES. So it's natural that "meditating" to "turn off" or "focus" on nonsense when you've long known you're supposed to GO in a direction that's in AGREEMENT with the LAW OF THE UNIVERSE won't work for you, because you're the one who inherently doesn't want to CHANGE in the sense of BECOMING THE ONE.

Yes, the external circumstances will continue to escalate into absurd drama until EVERY ONE changes into the SETTING of "one for all, and all for one". In other words, as long as a man desires "divine protection for himself" without investing his PROTECTION to "stand up for the man in distress", according to UNIVERSAL LAW, he is a LIAR who will not be protected, will be abandoned, and left to the darkness.

You are all to UNITE, UNITE and SUPPORT yourselves in this PRINCIPLE, because it is in this UNITY that YOUR POWER lies, in nothing else, everything else is karmic "perversion" that is doomed to extinction. Thus NO to "deliberate, evil, and insidious control and domination", thus NO to "manipulation, child abuse as leverage to blackmail your fellow man", NO to "condescension that tells who is and who is not entitled to LOVE", NO to "immature vindictiveness" that is a reflection of your own internal unprocessed traumas, which have nothing to do with the one on whom the "revenge is implemented", NO to the attempts to "dominate" pursuing perverse goals, a spectacle that satisfies no one permanently anyway, NO to the self-appointed representatives of institutions that have NO MORAL BASIS to act in accordance with the STANDARD of PRESIDENT VÁCLAV HAVLA .

You say you can't accept a father callously manipulating a child, etc., etc... I know exactly how you feel. On the one hand, people are telling you "that's terrible, you can't let it happen", but on the other hand, NO ONE in the above PRINCIPLE of UNITY is speaking up for you or the poor child. It's ABSURDISM, it's MADNESS, it's a program of BRAINWORK, DONATION, GIVING... in which it's not good, for anyone, but everyone agrees with it. What is it if not Ignorance? What is it if not IGNORANCE and IMPOTENCE? What is it if not the "self-determining setting of self-destruction" of such a community that worships this as LAW? Let EVERYONE SUCK at CONSCIOUSNESS and ACKNOWLEDGE that what makes them SICK, they actually WANT. Unless EVERY ONE admits this, it is impossible for the process of CHANGE to take place in them, and as long as it is not possible, it will PAIN.

In order to relieve yourself, it is NECESSARY that you RECOGNIZE that the child born to you bears its own responsibility for its own CHOICE to be born into the cycle of life and death suffering of Samsara just for the two of you. Let that child experience the pain that this entails. You don't have to "save" them any more than is necessary. You are not here to do that. Do what you can, leave the rest of the responsibility to the other parent and the child themselves. To find the CLID, don't wish to "raise" either of them to what you think "should be". Communicate to them what you think is RIGHT, as I am now communicating to you, hand them the RESPONSIBILITY, and leave the rest to them. Why should you try to get along with someone who doesn't want to? If a counterpart is abusing a child, they will suffer the consequences, you will see. Now, he may be going "no", but tra la la... that's just Sleep... All the ways he abused the child, he'll have to atone for... That goes for anyone who satisfies their own appetites at the expense of others... Thus, the only thing you need to do is make it CLEAR that you yourself have a CLEAN STOOL, leave everything else to others... it's not yours... and each to their own... If you see that "the child wants you to protect them" and "it's not working", ask the Crisis Center for Children - Mrs. Dushkova, and tell her that it's bullying, communicate it publicly, make a video about it publicly, reach out to influencers on Instagram, others who have the same things happening to them will reach out, you will connect - your disadvantage is that you are silent. Collaborate... In other words, the POWER of many little bees is more in UNITY than the "power" of one aggressive hornet... But even if you don't collaborate, it will catch up with them... KARMA... but why would you "wait"? And for "what" else? After all, it's also about you, and you have to learn to say NO. Your NO's are the boundaries. Take this as a call to GROW and be ACCOUNTABLE for them, and thank the boundary violators for the school... so that you can learn that as is the responsibility of the individual for their boundaries, so is the state of the boundaries of our country... If they blackmail and intimidate you, tell them that AS YOU ARE ON ME, YOU WILL BE DEALT WITH - THE CIRCLE WILL BE WALKED AROUND AND IT WILL ALL COME BACK TO YOU. Then smile, and calmly do what they want... and add "I told you in time". As for the expert investigations, again, if they are not acting in CONSISTENCE with the PRESIDENTIAL STANDARD, they are acting "for pay", for bread, not for PRINCIPLE, and that's what it looks like. In a similar situation to the one you are facing, two experts tried to "make me look like a bit of an oddball" - I BROKE THEIR EXPERTISE INTO A MOLECULE, and it is they who are now the ones who have the CABBAGE from the OSTUDY. And what's enough for you to do that? Just TRUST in UNIVERSAL LAW. I have warned them not to lie, to DEFEND the LAW, but they don't, and if they don't, they are VERY BAD, and we are not done with each other yet, because they are going to REPEAT it ALL. If you're not afraid to take your RESPONSIBILITY, if you're NOT afraid of the LAW, if you TRUST the LAW, feel free to let them read my statement of July 26. 2020, tell them that I REPRESENT this LAW, tell them that I WILL HEAL them, that anyone who takes refuge in me is under my protection, that responsibility is as light as a burden", and let them... ease into it... no one will get away with it... no one will get away with anything... Trust in the Justice of God...

Where's the line? Boundaries don't exist, they are only in your imagination - be STILL un-Bounded... even though they keep offering you "limitations" as something "convenient" - it's always a bummer... when you say "yes" to limitations, because what is un-Free is HARDER BURDENED. You need to fight without fighting. You need to not dodge it while you have to go through it. You need to go through it CONSISTENTLY. Soon you will find that it REALLY DOES matter where you are and what you are doing, that it is ONLY about the HONESTY. I didn't abandon my daughter, and fought until my daughter was explicitly asking for it, as long as she made it clear. In doing so, I also fought for her mother, for us to find common ground, despite the fact that the mother was stubborn and wanted to "dominate" me using institutions. Even when I was "humanly angry", I took it to mean that "if my daughter stands up for her mother, so do I". I wish for the mother to understand that I have never abandoned her in my HEART, but I do not wish for her to understand "because of me", I personally do not care, my relationships are on a HIGH LEVEL, and it is the MEASURE of their LEVEL that is the answer to "who I really am" - that is enough for me. The moment my daughter began to express herself towards me in the style of "her mother" I said to myself: "I have done the MAXIMUM to make LOVE possible for us, it has not been made possible for us not because I did not want it, but because they did not want it, therefore I am CLEAN before myself, my daughter's KARMA is my daughter's full responsibility, and her mother's, my service to my daughter is now over, I am FREE, I have no more obligation to her." So it is about ATTITUDE. Don't want to "have it all figured out already", but embrace it as your WAY. You are only suffering because you don't understand the FUNCTION of UNIVERSE. Now you understand, and you can smile... that is why KNOWING (Dharma - the interpretation of the Teachings of All Buddhas) is the Most Precious thing there is, because if there is no KNOWING, there is SUFFERING for the one who has not understood KNOWING. It's the same as in a hospital... when the patient knows where he is, he is better off than when he doesn't... it's the same here... the "small" in the "big"... When you understand, the HEART is CLICKY... when you don't, the HEART is torn... You can LOVE on... but you don't have to limit yourself to "loving someone who thinks that you have to somehow particularly precede them in order for them to be willing to get along with you"... after all, that is the limitation of one who wishes to limit someone because he himself is running a PROGRAM and SETTING LIMITS - it is not yours, it does not belong to you... make yourself CLEAR on this, and transfer the KARMA to the one to whom it belongs... do not carry it for anyone else... because if you carry it, you are hurting yourself, and you are preventing the evolution of those who are waiting for the FALL to learn... so don't hold it... let it go... and at the same time "go through it" but don't take it "too seriously" for anyone, don't suffer for what is not yours... unless you wish to suffer...

The "escalating non-freedom" is as I have already indicated escalating in DIRECT proportion to how people of GOOD WILL stand by each other or not. Today you have UNLIMITED OPTIONS to CONNECT, but no one is going to take that STEP for you, EVERY SINGLE PERSON must step out of their own shadows and say their NO to what is not in COMPLIANCE with the LAW. I heard somewhere "if the people don't take care of the politics, the politics will take care of the people", this has worked so far, and what we are witnessing now is a COLLAPSE of what will no longer be supported in the interest of all anymore, thanks to those Beings who are NOT asleep, but are working in their own interest and in the interest of others... You can't REVERSE it, you can't put a car going 300km/h in reverse either.

You say that you "can't accept that these stupid, limited and heartless people, because of their hatred and lust for power, can run your life like this, dictate what you can and can't do, that you can't even move freely anymore, visit your family, take vacations..." and I say to you that it's about your own subjectivity, that those "people out there" are doing you a disservice because they represent your own unprocessed shadows. In fact, it is you who is BITCHING your RESISTANCE inside out by "asking" for it to be the way it is. Remember that "what you refuse will endure", in other words, it is you who actually REQUIRES "it" to yourself with your RESISTANCE. Instead of RESISTANCE, you need to UNDERSTAND the suffering of the beings who proceed to allow themselves to be used to stage the spectacle for you. When you understand your own suffering, and the suffering of those with whom you are working on this KARMA, RESISTANCE will subside, LIGHT will enter the WHOLE SITUATION, and everything will CHANGE BY ITSELF - not by "working hard at it", but by a CARING TO UNDERSTAND. Again, the example with the sick... when they know what's going on, everything heals itself... no "striving", no "war", no "revolution"... Yes, these people are sitting in the system in places where they make decisions about children... that they know nothing about... but you offer them your Compassion? Do you understand that if they were not subject to Ignorance, they would not do so? Do you understand their unfreedom? Do you understand that they have no Free Will and Choice, that if they did, they would certainly not act as they do? Try looking at it through their eyes and you will see the CRISIS they are in, and how heavy with their KARMA burden... they are thinking. When you allow yourself to do so, you are no longer angry... you only sympathize, you only understand, and you suggest that which is not suffering... you CONSTITUTE, but you do not force anyone.

Suddenly you see those who ignore the rights and needs of others declaring "treat me exactly as I now treat you, I wish it so, I set it up here like this" - oh the pain... those beings literally have pain coming out of their eyes... they don't know what to do with themselves... they have come here on Earth and they don't know what to do with themselves... they are afraid, tremendously afraid, that's why they have decided to sacrifice their fellow beings so that they don't have to be so afraid. But their fear is all the greater the more beings they sacrifice, because these people are afraid even to die, because KARMA. Now that you understand a little, can you still be angry? No no, it is not possible. Are they still psychopaths who use this system for their perverted interests? Yes they are, but they are not worthy of contempt, EVERYONE is a CRIME by their own REWARD and PENALTY. If you are asking about the rights of decent people to live in dignity, you first need to understand the SUFFERING OF THE WHOLE WORLD - if not, how can you be sure you are not lying to yourself? That you don't just want to exploit those you hate for your own egocentric "world vision"?

Your anger is good, if you TRANSFORM it, like Daniel Landa is now, for example, it is the engine, it is the fire that BURNS THE OLD AND NON-FUNCTIONAL so that the BEAUTIFUL and the CLEAR can GROW. So don't be angry at your surroundings, but HEALTHILY look at yourself and ask yourself "Where have I as an individual, myself, let it get to? Why does a bent spine suit me?" etc., etc., etc. Understand that while the beings are "sweetly snoozing", the beings who are not are fighting a daily battle for them for that little bit of LIGHT for EVERYONE - it's time to WAKE UP and JOIN THEM. Understand that what is happening to you is happening to EVERYONE, you are not alone in this... so CONNECT with those who WANT CHANGE and those who discourage you "because you should be afraid" QUICKLY AND IMMEDIATELY LEAVE, it will be they themselves who will reap what they have sown. The only way you will free yourself is to START SPEAKING IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE PRINCIPLE OF UNIVERSAL LAW, or do you think I have nothing to do and am engaging in what I am engaging in just to "look good"? No, I do it for myself, I collect the treasures of Heaven, those are the ones that the ravages of time will not eat away... and in so doing I also do it for others, for "I am you and you are me", that is UNITY, but my own, and each is DIRECTLY responsible for his own... for at the moment of physical death each will face for himself that "WHICH HE REALLY IS" and he will also be treated accordingly in the intermediate state. He who is HONEST, because he KNOWS that he has a MORAL FOUNDATION, need not fear, and on the contrary, he who does not have it, I do not even speak... Therefore, you must always know in what you are lying to yourself and PURGE it, so that you will be CERTAIN before yourself, because in the BARDO there will be no one else but you, and so as you will be CERTAIN, you will be HONEST, and vice versa... and according to this your further destiny. Should I be angry at someone who thinks they can "somehow figure it out"? No, not at all. You don't have to either, since you already UNDERSTAND. That's all you care about anymore. And that's fair. So stop fighting and MAKE your own Enlightenment...

So much DHARMA

May All Beings be Happy!!!

With Love Respect...

Lumír Láska ♥ Buddha Maitreya